The Lost Codes of Shambhala – Part 7

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This part I am including here was never part of the book I started writing.  Yet, spirit has been on me for the last two days to sit and write about this part of the journey and the importance it plays within our unified hearts.  I am not going try to lay this out in book form, I am just going to share.

The Chemical Changes Within Our Bodies As We Fall In Love

In 2006 a new man entered my life that was going to change everything I knew about, well, everything.

I was in the last month or so of massage school and preparing to make my way into a whole new field of spiritual endeavors.  I had already been doing psychic readings as a professional for three years.  When I entered massage school, reading took on a whole new twist.

I could see so much more thru the connection of the body, and the very act of massaging seemed to release packets upon packets of information from the client into my awareness.  Fortunately, my classmates were really excited and I was never without a nightly volunteer to practice both massage and my new emerging skill of reading the body’s cellular energy as well as the DNA energy.  Of course, it would be a while before I really understood what I had stumbled into.  But again, that is not needed for this book.

I knew I was going to be a spiritual massage therapist and I needed to get the word out that I was about to open shop.  I created a booklet type magazine called Conscious Living on my computer, printed off about 50 copies and started putting them out in spiritual establishments, like the Edgar Cayce A.R.E. Center.

For a humble little magazine, it was actually well received   One day I received a phone call from a man who said he worked with the prison center and wanted to talk to me about distributing this magazine in the prison.  I agreed to a meeting to discuss this very exciting, yet troubling possibility.  I was printing these off of my printer, a challenge at best.

Our first meeting lasted 4-5 hours.  He was like a breath of fresh air in my world.  We sat and talked about spiritual things for the entire time.  He had been on his path for well over 20 years and understood and expanded so much of the things I had understood.

This was the first time I had a real conversation about something that had become part of my lifeblood outside of the internet.  I was in heavenly bliss.  We never did get to the prison and my magazine conversation, so we agreed to meet again in a few days.  We ended up meeting a few times a week for the next several weeks, sharing.  We never ran out of conversation and started to go from formal conversation to personal.

The days he was not coming over to talk, we were on the telephone talking and sometimes, for hours. I started to pay attention to my body’s reaction every time we were together.  My energy field was changing.

The first thing I noticed about myself was my external energy field.  The moment he would sit down next to me, it expanded with so much light and so much inner feeling, I was actually taken by surprise.  The next thing to happen within me was watching from the inside out, a whole new flow of chemicals spilling out of the glands within my brain, washing over my entire network of energy in my brain with amazing feelings thru it all.

I watched as these chemicals rode the neural pathways to my heart.  Ohh my god, I am falling in love.  Not only am I falling in love, I am witnessing the entire process from the inside out!  This is soooooo exciting!!!

Our time together was extraordinary, our core basis was our spiritual journey and sharing together.  It expanded me, literally, in so many ways, on so many levels.  He was getting hit with the chemical changes in his body too.  We grew closer.  He was a spiritual adventurist that actually communicated, I was in bliss.

We started doing experiments together.  I would go into my bathtub meditations and send him messages.  Sometimes he knew about the ongoing experiments,  sometimes not at all.  He always seemed to receive… something.  I would go into my bath before talking to him in the morning and send him out my phone number, wouldn’t ya know the phone would ring shortly there after.

Our conversations turned sexual.  We had been together now about 2 months, we never even so much as kissed, yet, the field of aliveness was everywhere.  We talked about spiritual energy, kundalini energy, conjoined energy, sometimes I would take him for a wild ride in my meditations.  Every single thing was opening up codes like sky rockets bursting in the air.  I even mentioned to him that every time we talk we went straight to the gutter (talking about sex,) every time we talked anymore.  My spiritual team was quick to change the frequency of the words I just uttered.  They said “you go to the Holy gutter.”

We have, as a society, been so conditioned that innate sexual energy and desires are dirty.  Something you should not talk freely about or encourage within another.  And spirit says play, explore, have fun… this is Holy!!

Something became vividly aware within me the more I spent time with this man, there was a lot missing.  This is not the first time I had been in love, at all.  But it was the first time I was in love like this.  I had absolutely no jealousy involved in my feelings for him.  I had no void within myself, no insecurities at all when I was not talking or spending time with him.  There was absolutely no negative energy at all, within me, in this in-love state of Being.  This was very weird and well, just surprising.

Frank (this mans name) became the greatest, most surprising mirror in my life.  I had changed.

Most people, when they fall in love, they give away their own love energy and devour whomever they are in a relationship with’s energy field.  We usually start a relationship (usually unconsciously) feeling like we are missing some part of ourselves and seek outside of ourselves for that completion .. in a relationship.

As we develop into a loving relationship, we start to identify our energy with that other person, feeling lonely when they are not around (because they now have your energy) or insecure that they may be looking at someone else.

This was always the core foundation of my prior relationships.  But not with Frank.  I had to ask my spiritual team for understanding.  What changed?

Well… the gift that keeps on giving.  My odyssey with Marc had more nuggets encrusted within the relationship (was it even a relationship??) than I ever took time to notice.

Every negative thing I had deep inside of me, always came flowing up to the surface during the two years we spent together (on the internet.)  Of course, he never knew any of this, it was my friend, that triad part of this whirl wind, that helped me understand the sludge always being dredged to the top of my surface by Marc.  And he did nothing, really, except breath.

Every thing that came up, I had to take into the bath.  The insecurities, the jealousy, the longing, it all went into the bath with me.  My spiritual team helped me see why it was so intense and release it.

Sometimes, well, often times those deep insecurities were so plentiful I would spend the whole day in the bath… dealing.

All this by a man who never even really talked to me.  We are powerful Beings indeed!!

I was absolutely, wholly in love with Frank and I was so excited, as was my energy field.  And then, the shoe dropped.  We had spent months in heavenly bliss (mostly in my bathtub meditations) when I found out Frank is married.

We still hadn’t had sex yet, so that was good (at least in my over processing mind.)

I was still shocked I was not jealous at all.  But what do I do with this now?  When I asked Frank why he never mentioned this really important aspect about himself, he said he did the day we first met.  Maybe I did, as he said,  hear only what I wanted to hear when he said “I had been in a long term relationship.” and my mind heard past tense.  Just for the record, long term meant… 30 plus years!!

Keep in mind, at this stage of my own evolution I knew nothing about the words “sacred sex” or even “Shambhala” or all the wonderful, magical things I understand now.  I was still working out my own kinks.  A married man has always been a flipping kink in my life’s journey!!

I was still picking the Catholic out of my energy field and societies view of right and wrong and trying to honor my own energy.  I was so confused.  Bath time!!

After I got one bitching to my team for even daring to let me get all tangled up with a married man, what do I do with this?  Their reply… “Do no harm.”  What the hell does that mean??  Do no harm, to me?  To him?  To her?  Define harm.  Silence.

So I told Frank exactly the information that my team gave to me in our dilemma.  I was so grateful that Frank and I had such an open and (for the most part) honest communication together.  We talked for hours on end about this “Do no harm” statement from my team.

I decided the best way to remove harm is at least tell his wife of over 3 decades he is involved with another woman and allow her to be consciously involved in the process.

I was oddly struck within myself by something that became perfectly clear.  I did not want him to leave his wife, at all.  That truth really shocked me.  I was so ok with his complacent love for her.  (Where the hell was my jealousy, I should be having a melt down by now… all i want to do is make sure no one is harmed, per my spiritual team!)

By this time, I had already graduated from massage school and had a growing client base of daily massages to do.  I was equally growing my ability to connect to a persons entire field of energy and hear, and see, and understand so much.

I also realized I cannot do a massage without doing a reading for that person too.  Kinda shocking to the person laying on my table and I am telling them their most intimate details without barely knowing their name.

I also realized there is a tremendous variation in the field of energy.  Not all energy is the same and learning how to harness particular streams of energy thru the palms of my hands into my client, released various degrees of cellular but also DNA energy into my awareness.

I was also realizing vividly that these streams of energy thru a massage, can rock a clients world like nothing else!!  They would get off my table, dazed and confused, drunk really.

I started to play with the energies to see what exactly we can do with them.  Holy kundalini batman!!  I got really sensitive to a clients energy field and I could feel and see the emerging kundalini fire within their inner body.  This was sooo kewl!!

I had a great idea!!  I can really see and explore Frank via my massage table.  He wanted help knowing what was the right and best thing to do as did I.  Massage was the key!!

Boy oh boy… was it ever the key.  But not to the answer we both sought, we were going to take this energy union to a whole new level of feeling and expansion… at least within me!!

(To be continued…smile)

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The Lost Codes of Shambhala – Part 6

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The Merging and Sharing of Kundalini Energy

After blissful months of learning how to hold and integrate the Kundalini energy through every chakra and every cellular structure of my being, then finally being able to release this wonderful energy from the top of my head, I was I had satisfied my super charged bathwater. Not even close.

 

When I put my foot into the bathwater, I was caught off-guard. Wham! There was the electrical current of heaven surging through my entire body once again.  And, once again, I was baffled. I had no idea what more I could possibly learn or integrate. Granted, that was an amazing adventure, but I was really feeling like a spiritual slut.  For months I had envisioned myself with myself, with former images from past lives, even the snake within had become the man/energy/object of my dreams. Since I’d had every conceivable encounter with myself as well as with the far-from-sleeping Kundalini serpent, all I could ask was, “Now what?”

 

Well, once again, ask and you shall receive!  In a split second the energy of my mentor from down under, Marc, showed up in all his ethereal loveliness. I was blissfully within my meditative world wondering what on earth to do with him. However, our spiritual bodies already knew what to do.  I became an observer and feeler of all that was about to unfold.

 

I lay in my bath exploding with feeling and anticipation as I watched Marc’s glowing white Kundalini serpent emerge from his root chakra and leap toward me.  His serpent leaped out of his body and into my root chakra while my rainbow colored serpent took the same journey over to him.  I didn’t know that we could share our Kundalini energy, but man oh man, yes we could!

 

For weeks I watched as my serpent would leave me and be a part of him and vise versa.  Sometimes, the snakes were simply jumping from chakra to chakra as if in their own magical dance of energy exchange.  His serpent would jump into my sacral chakra while mine jumped into his, then, on the next jump, it would move one chakra up to the solar plexus then to the heart.  There was even a time when the serpents were simply moving in and out of the crown chakra as if having intense sex with our crown energies. Our serpents were never out of our own bodies for longer than a minute or two, but in this realm of experience, that was long enough for heaven to be experienced with each new wave of feeling.

 

In between the moments of bliss, joy and pure amazement at what was transpiring in feeling and visuals, my mind would creep in and ask if I should be doing this heated and intense exchange with Marc’s soul energy. In those days, I would never connect with his physical body. I only connected with his soul energy in pure form. But I had not asked for his permission and I sure as heck had never told him what had been taking place in my meditations. Nor was I posting about it anywhere on that spiritual forum.  For as comfortable as I was in asking him various spiritual questions, I sure was not comfortable sharing the fact that I was ravaging his body and soul in ways even the greatest romance novel could not have imagined.

 

I reminded myself that Marc had already given me permission by stating that I could do whatever I wanted, however I wanted at any time I wanted in meditation with his higher self.  I assumed that the heavenly bliss of erotic Kundalini exchange was included in that statement.

 

The next embarrassing question that emerged from my mind was, “does he know what we are doing within my meditations.” This was a man who knew when I was having a spiritual crisis and would wake up from a sleep to be online to help me through it. If he knew what I/we were doing, I’d be mortified!

 

We never really talked heart to heart; only spirit to spirit.  I asked questions; he provided insight.  I was never one to share the depths of my emotions anyway, and he never insisted that I try.  I decided to tip toe into finding out whether or not he was aware of what was taking place. I would simply say, “you showed up in my meditation today,” and he would simply reply, “that’s nice.”  Nice would be an understatement! It was heaven in a bathtub!  I wondered if he had sexually intense dreams while he slept in the land down under and I was having mad passionate Kundalini explosions due to his glowing white serpent.  To this day, I have no clue.

 

From the human perspective and repeated patterns of being, one cannot have this intense and intimate exchange without wanting to give the person sharing the experience (even if unknowingly) all the love that now courses through ones veins.  I was falling madly and deeply in love with that highly charged mentor of my inner world.

 

Over the course of the next six months, every single time I went into meditation, I would demand that my spirit guides dry up the oceans that kept Marc and me apart so we could meet in person.  The way I was looking at it, if he could rock my world in meditation I could only imagine what it would be like in the physical world experience.

 

Not mature enough to understand

 

Just under a year and a half after my Kundalini wonderland experience, the beautiful, vibrant universe gave me my heart’s deepest desire, which was to spend time in the physical world with Marc.

 

By that time, I had followed my path for exactly 16 months, maturing and expanding into what I thought was a good pace.  Little did I realize just how little I understood.

 

About two hours before I got the news that Marc’s flight was rerouted from a Hong Kong layover to a New York City layover, one of my spiritual masters threw me for a loop in meditation.  She, The Blessed Mother, had said to me “My proverbial son, your brother, will be coming soon.”  Two hours later, I get news that I was going to not only get to meet Marc, but also spend five glorious days with him at my place. I didn’t think life could get any better until I wondered what the Blessed Mother meant by proverbial son. Was Marc Jesus? My fantasies came to a screeching halt.

 

The joy that blasted through my entire being the day I picked him up from the airport was amazing.  We hugged and my heart was in heaven.  My mind, however, was preoccupied with whether or not he was Jesus and I was not about to take any chances.  I would not make the first move to have sex with him and, even though every cell inside my body screamed for it, I found a reserve inside I didn’t know I possessed.

 

The room we slept in had two beds. He slept in one and I slept in the other. We slept about five feet apart.  Something happens at night when all is quiet.  I think our magnetic fields rev up, because I literally had to hold onto the mattress of my bed so my whole body didn’t fly over and merge with his. I had to do this every night.  The pull wasn’t so strong during the day, but there was something about laying close to one another, silent and still, that super-enhanced my energy field as if he was the other side of a magnet.  It wasn’t even sexual really, just a pull, like when you have two strong magnets attracting each other.

 

We never had sex. He was too polite and I was too worried that he was Jesus.  We did hug at least 500 times and each time I just wanted to crawl inside his body to live.

 
Ten years later; a full understanding

 

When my Kundalini started vibrating, my spiritual team told me exactly what to do and how to do it.  What they didn’t explain to me was that it was changing my DNA encodings.  Each time I was able to raise my Kundalini and fully integrate it into the chakra area, new DNA codes were being written within my biology.  I was changing my magnetic resonance and calling other vibration encodings toward me.

 

The raising and integrating of Kundalini with myself was the full unlocking of the divine feminine within me (since I happen to be female in this lifetime.)  The second phase of this Kundalini integration, which included Marc’s Kundalini, was the full integration of the masculine energy within me.

 

Let me also add here that not everyone has a physically incarnated counterpart.  Some are still in the spiritual world, but when you are ready for that integration, they will show up for you, and only when you are ready.  You cannot force this sacred dance.

 

Since Marc and I are from the same soul energy, his magnetic encodings blended and merged within mine and mine blended and merged with his.  I did not have even the remotest comprehension of what this would mean or could mean.  When we lay still (both of our minds at rest) only five feet apart, our DNA wanted to return to their normal state, which is together, and not split into two people. I never knew that a pull to anyone on earth could be so strong that I would have to actually hold myself in place. Nonetheless, that attraction does exist and, not only is it the weirdest experience; it also is not all that pleasant. Now, if my spiritual team hadn’t confused me by alluding to the fact that Marc is the proverbial son, Jesus, the story definitely would have turned out very differently.

 

It served a purpose, though.  Our consciousnesses are challenged to discern whether or not we are going to persevere on our spiritual paths. I would never act in a way that would detract from a person’s higher good even if every fiber of my being ached from longing. Up to that point I still thought Jesus was a celibate incarnation of God, therefore, I surely was not going to do anything that could be spiritually adverse to either Marc or myself.

 

 

12 Years Later (2013), A fuller Understanding

I cannot share this part of the book without throwing out a word of caution with it.  When all the further understanding came into my consciousness when I sat down to write this book two things were made completely clear.

1. First and foremost, the exchange that happened between my energy and Marc’s soul energy was a binding.  A binding so complete it cannot be undone.  We may be incarnated in two very different bodies, appearing to have two very different consciousnesses, and in two very separate area’s of the world, but none of that has ever mattered.

Over the last 10 years, the time we stopped talking to each other, at all, every time I am at the cusp of a higher vibrational rate and need my new codes expanded, he always emerges in my meditations.  The exchange always intensifies the vibration of kundalini and a new adventure begins.  Always with new and fuller understandings and even abilities within me.

Science has already proven that DNA strands from the same source, when separated  still react to the stimuli if the other no matter the distance between the two.  I promise you, the same is true for two bound humans!  Like it or not!

However, all of this came with a twist in the downloading of the book/understanding in 2010.

2.  “My proverbial son, your brother, will be coming soon.”

No matter how cryptic and incredibly confusing spirit wants to be with their words, they always hold valuable information within them and only when you are fully ready to understand, the fullness is always made clear.

Took me ten whole years to understand why that beautiful Blessed Mother impeded would could have made this a very different story! I will never ever forget her words, word for word.  The Blessed Mother had been referring to a wonderful smokey quartz crystal loaded with trigonics (upside down triangles) that Marc brought me from South Africa.  Inside that crystal was a scroll written by Jesus.  But that is another story in itself and not needed for this book.  This aspect I actually realized in 2008.

The brother part, when the fullness of this part of her words was fully revealed to me, I just had to sit back in my chair.

In 1960 or 61, I had brother, the only other living person who was created by my mother and father (all my other brothers and sisters are half’s.)  He lived only for a couple of weeks and passed due to a respiratory infection (if I remember the story correctly.)  When I was shown the soul aspect of myself that is Marc as that which would have been my older brother had he lived, I just sat back in my chair.

This is why our binding is so strong and so complete.  In his DNA is also mine, literally.

 

How to fully and completely integrate your Kundalini Energy

 

I mentioned earlier that there are those who have felt their Kundalini awaken and quickly move from the base of their spine right out the crown chakra allowing them to experience amazing bliss.  This DOES NOT mean you have integrated your soul energy, but your higher self allowed you the knowing of what the experience entails.  It is very much a near death experience. It is not the end of the journey, but merely the beginning!

 

Your energy will awaken within you. Do not force it awake, as you are in a physical body and it can physically hurt you if your container is not prepared to experience it. When it does waken, the first thing you want to do is internally connect to it, become aware of it and familiar with it.

 

My Kundalini became a serpent that I could see and with which I could connect.  I have heard other people say that they saw their energy as a ball of light. Others had intimate feeling/knowing connections and so on.  There are no right or wrong methods. The only thing that matters is your conscious connection to the intense vibrating energy at the base of your spine (usually felt from just above the hips through mid thigh).

 

Once you have a conscious connection with your soul energy, use your hand or finger to really connect and feel with it.  Through trial and error (what fun errors these times are) you will learn to control the rate and speed of the vibration and with locking onto your energy you can start to pull it upward toward your belly button (sacral chakra).  You cannot mistake when you have moved this energy even a fraction of an inch because the sensations within your body intensify!

 

Keep in mind that this time is about you and only you.  If you bring in a fantasy man or woman to enhance the experience, then it no longer is about Kundalini integration. If you must create visuals (which we all do sooner or later), then see yourself getting up from your body and having sex with your own body.  The beauty of who we really are, androgynous creatures, means that even the female vision of my body can have a penis if need be. You can even use past life forms if you have had encounters.  The point is that raising Kundalini energy is about you with YOU and not anyone or anything else!

 

You will also find that as you really start to move your energy out of its sleeping place, many old memories seem to come up to the surface and fly away.  Even if the memory is unpleasant, you are so wrapped up in your state of inner ecstasy that it doesn’t even bother you as it releases itself from you.  This is truly what sexual healing means and is all about.

 

As you succeed in moving your energy from your base chakra to your sacral chakra, don’t feel bad if you have had an uncontrollable orgasm.  Mastery over your body system takes practice and concentration, and the more you practice the quicker you succeed at being able to control and direct your orgasm.

 

The goal is to become efficient at moving your sexual energy up out of your hips and out through your sacral chakra (just below the belly button).  Don’t worry if you don’t know where all your chakras are located, you are not in this event alone, and your higher self knows exactly where everything is and where to help you with mastery.  I didn’t even know what chakras were until after I fully integrated this energy.  Just simply be in the experience and out of your mind!

 

Once you can effortlessly move your sexual energy up to your sacral chakra and orgasm out that area with ease, it is time to start pulling the energy up to the next chakra, (which for most people is the Solar plexus, just under the rib cage).  I say most people because over the last three years I have noticed some people have what I call a sacral plexus chakra, located between the root sacral chakra and the solar plexus.  Your own energy system will know if you have developed this and will instruct you accordingly.

 

Don’t think for a moment that the sexual energy you are now dancing with is not conscious or intelligent. It is both and it is the Life Force Energy (or part of God) that is you!  This is a dance of integration done together. You cannot force your agenda, speed up the process or fool yourself into believing you have done something you have not yet done (that pesky ole ego will do all it can to stop this amazing, empowering, life changing process.)

 

Continue all the way up the body until you are efficiently able to control your sexual energy and orgasm out of any chakra at will.  Bringing up the energy through your head should become effortless with practice.  That is when you know you have fully integrated your soul energy into every cell, every molecule and every aspect that is you.

 

The next adventure is moving this energy without your hands and simply with your intimate connection within yourself.  You want to move it up and through your entire body and orgasm out of your head with your shear will.

 

When you are ready within, your magnetic counterpart will appear to you within your own soul energy.  This counterpart may be a physical incarnation with whom you have or are journeying. Your counterpart also may be a part of your spiritual team, not incarnated, but exchanging and embedding their magnetic codes within you as you experience the interplay of Kundalini exchange.

 

(To be continued…  I know I have two other chapters of this book written… somewhere, just not on this computer.  If I find it, I will continue to copy and paste.  If not, I will start updating from my current understandings.)

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The Lost Codes of Shambhala – Part 4

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Understanding the Soul Energy

Like DNA, understanding the soul energy can get really complicated, so bear with me as I simplify it for readability.

We want to humanize everything.  It is all we have been able to relate to.  We have humanized God with earthly qualities like singularity and gender, love and jealousy, fairness and condemnation—because we humans are like that. We see God in OUR image instead of seeing us in GOD’S image. God is love.  God is a vibration that exists everywhere.  God is even the opposite of God, which is fear.  Fear is simply the lack of Light, love hiding from itself.  There is nothing in existence that is anything other than God.  When you see someone really angry and bitter, consider compassion, because they are simply forgetting they are God.

Soul energy is an individualization of the whole of God.  Very much like the sun’s rays are individualizations of the sun. They are parts of the sun as we are parts of god.

To keep this simple, we are going to talk right now about earth incarnations.  There are trillions of universes we incarnate within, but for this story, that doesn’t matter.  The more we incarnate, the more expanded our soul energy becomes.  The more expanded our soul energy becomes, the closer to the whole it is.  Example: Instead of one ray you may now be hundreds of rays joined together.  This is also known, by some, as group energy or group soul.  Ascended masters are all part of group energy.

Group energies can become individuated, but never separated.  That means my collective soul energy is always a part of my soul energy.  All that was ever learned and experienced, through my group soul energy, is now imprinted on my DNA to which I have access.  More and more understandings appear in my consciousness with every increase of my own physical vibration.  An example of this is that it has taken me ten full years of expanding to be able to ascertain the codes of Shambhala.

There are three ways our soul energy communicates with us.  First, it is imprinted on our very DNA.  Second, we have a field of energy around us, that tethers into the body via the solar plexus (just below the rib cage) and sends energy and signals through our spinal fluids, cranial fluids and hence the whole body.  Third, there is a ball of energy that sits at the very base of our spine that many refer to as Kundalini Energy.  Kundalini is a Sanskrit word (the same place we get the words chakra and Shambhala) that means “coiled serpent” and always refers to our vital life force energy that is ever present at the base of the spine.  It is interesting that this is the same place at which we become aroused. The majority of people on this earth may never even realize they have a sleeping serpent within.  They are not curious about this potent body urge and simply go about meeting that need in the standard, accepted sexual ways. Once you realize you have a sleeping serpent and you are the snake charmer, that this is your vital life force, life takes on a whole new meaning.  More on this soon, back to DNA.

My soul codes, which are imprinted on every strand of my DNA, send out signals for those who need to cross my path to further my awareness and growth.  This is the case for everyone. Everyone! Those who are attracted to me, in one form or another, are also encoded with the same sort of magnetic material to ensure that our paths will cross.  We literally call everything out of the realm of energy and bring it toward us magnetically.

There are those who cross our paths, whose magnetic material is only temporary.  We meet for the lesson and exchange, and, when we have completed that exchange, our magnetic DNA starts to deteriorate.  Ever wonder how you can be madly in love with someone for years and then seemingly wake up to a stranger?  Well, this is how.  Where we get really off track is by staying in a place that no longer energetically serves us whether it is a relationship, house, city or country.  We start to magnetically break down (get sick) when we are no longer in a vibration that serves our soul agenda.  Life is, after all, only about our soul agenda.  We get lost thinking that it is about life.

There are people, farther and fewer between, who are an individuation of your soul energy.  The pull toward each other is so strong that there is little you can do to stop the connection.  Your magnetic field of energy is so invariably intertwined there is nothing you can do to stop the progression of what is to come.  You are so imprinted on each other’s strands of DNA that no ego in the world can come between you and whatever your agenda together is, even if your counterpart is as stubborn as mine.

You can feel each other’s breath even if on the other side of the world from each other and separated by years of silence.  For me, this counterpart is named Marc.

I was barely three months on this path, sitting with my two new friends I hadn’t met in an online chat room.  Two women were helping me understand what was happening to me in my meditations.  I was experiencing everything conceivable from love to joy to bliss; to sounds I’d never before heard. An energy came into the chat room with which none of us were familiar, but each of us could feel to the core of our Being.  His soul energy was so strong that I couldn’t breathe any longer. All I could do was feel, and what a massive feeling that was!

He joined the forum I belonged to and we started talking.  He had told me he stopped his spiritual path four years prior and that he found the chat room by accident.  I no longer believe that. I now believe that our DNA made sure we found each other and felt each other.  His magnetic field irrevocably changed my life that evening and continues its pull to this very day. It doesn’t matter that we have not communicated with each other in many years. As my story unfolds, you will understand why.

What took place back in 2001 was a magnetic interlocking of our DNA strands.  Irrevocable.

Chapter 3

Kundalini and our sexual energy

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Kundalini; Man what a trip!  It is difficult for us humans to fathom the powerful, life enhancing, yet mistaken force within us that is our sexual energy: Our soul embedded within each and every one of us—a reminder of who we are.  It is a reminder of how powerfully and joyfully created we have been.

We know this energy as arousal: That stimulating, tantalizing, and often times mind blowing feeling that echo’s Home to us from our thighs to the hips. Over the eons, man has interpreted sex in many ways, usually missing its inherent purpose. Because it is so powerful and unrelenting, we’ve grown to think of our sexual energy as something bad; something unclean that should only be used to make babies.  But this energy is so powerful that you can create life with it. What does that say about who you are?  It says you are a part of God, that which has created all life and has given YOU the ability to create life. We experience the ecstasy of that power in orgasms. Orgasm has been misinterpreted, too.

Have you ever asked yourself why newborn babies get aroused?  It is because a newborn is more consciously connected to his or her soul energy than are most adults. The soul energy is playing its familiar tune within the little baby body to which the baby naturally responds. Haven’t you ever wondered why arms were created just long enough to reach our upper thigh? We humans easily can stimulate ourselves, which, of course, has been misinterpreted as lewd, somehow; an urge that should be conquered.  Do you think that is a cruel cosmic joke from a God who wants you to look but not feel?  It definitely is not.

This has been the greatest way that the people of earth have lost their internal power and sense of who they are and where they came from.  Our religious leaders of so long ago knew mastery of life was in our sexual energy, so they changed the story about what it really is in order to control the masses.  They hid the truth of who we are with false stories masked as words of God and we continue to believe them.

Our sexual energy is the smallest part of our Kundalini Energy, our vital life force within and many people are even loosing that.  Pharmaceutics now offer pills that force this feeling and experience in our body.  In order to truly access Kundalini energy, you must start getting out of your own darkness.  You must clear your energy body from the fears you have dwelling inside that hane lowered your vibration so much that the song of your soul has become numb.

But even if you have a healthy sexual desire within, awakening the vital life force energy takes some inner house cleaning.  You have got to remove the fears that are blocking out the light of your life.  Once your are in a vibratory space within to allow your Kundalini to awaken, your DNA will send a signal to all of your body to say ready, set, vibrate!

You know it is Kundalini energy because it seems to stop and start on its own and vibrates at the speed of light, which means your whole body is alive with extra intense sensations of arousal.

There are people who have had what is known as a “spontaneous Kundalini Rising” event.  This means that sacred energy that was at the base of your spine, woke up and traveled up your spine to your head and out the crown chakra.  For some, this creates intense bliss and wonderment. For others, it creates confusion, emotional meltdowns and, at times, physical pain.  No matter how this event unfolded, one journey up the spine does not mean that you integrated your vital life force energy into your cellular being and are in the throes of self-enlightenment. It simply means that your body sent you a wakeup call.

When your start to integrate your Kundalini energy into the very core of your body, this creates a pure and utter healing of the physical body.  Because Kundalini energy is your sexual energy, it is also known as sexual healing.  Be perfectly clear that this integration is done alone, without a partner except your higher self. This has nothing to do with the act of intercourse, but a full alignment and integration of your sacred energy within.

I would like to share my story of Kundalini awakening with you.  This part is one of the most important aspects in the journey of Spiritual Empowerment.  What I do want to make perfectly clear is that Kundalini energy MUST be integrated into your cellular structure.  The integration takes absolute focus and control of your full energy system and is a very powerful journey within.

Everything I have learned and understood about the integration process came only from my spiritual guides and teachers within myself.  My Kundalini awakening happened about six months into my path.

(To be continued…  )

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The Lost Codes of Shambhala – Part 3

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Chapter 2
The Magnetic Fields of Earth and DNA

I am not going to talk about these two fields as a science project; I would be so far over my head if I did.  What I am going to share is what I do understand about them, spiritually speaking.

The magnetic fields of earth

Some years ago I started to see (within meditation) energy boundaries around the earth.  From what I remember, these boundaries were approximately five miles out into earth’s atmosphere and protected planet earth from incoming energy.  I would be shown a massive ball of energy hitting these fields and literally moving the energy boundaries and affecting the earth.  I had no idea what it meant, but it was fascinating to watch and feel.
Now, I get it.  Every time an asteroid comes into this atmosphere it is bringing with it some super charged energy from the outer reaches of the universe.  These super charged particles affect every aspect of life including our DNA.

Our DNA is tuned to the energy of all life.  Our bodies are tuned to the energies of all life.  Our energy centers are tuned to the energy of all life.  When even the smallest particle of any energy changes, the whole of earth is affected.  Think of it this way; every time you choose love instead of fear, you have altered the energy field of earth for the highest good.  I hope that small, but profound, statement gives you a scope of how profound you are, and how vital you are to life’s story.  But I am getting ahead of myself again.  Back to earth.

The sun and earth exist within a divine marriage to each other.  They work together in amazing harmony.  The sun serves to amplify the earth’s energy, enhancing her in every way.  When the sun emits solar flares or solar winds, it has a massive effect on planet earth, including the people living here.  Every emotion from the sun is creating change on earth and within our bodies.  The higher in frequency you are connected (that pesky crown chakra) the more profound the change will be within the physical body.  However, there is a side effect to this wonderful dance of light energy. That is that, the more aligned to fear you are, the more devastating the effect will be to the body.

We are currently in a solar maximum time, which means the sun is sending radiation to us a lot.  The solar flares, solar tsunamis, solar winds and everything else the sun sends to us will pick up its frequency as we approach 2012.  We are truly becoming Light filled humans.  Those who are having a hard time removing themselves from the fear realm will simply break down and recycle their energy back into the universal All.  This is neither good nor bad; it is just how it has been since creation created creation.

If getting bombarded with light energy from the sun was not enough to make our hair stand on end, we also receive energy from storms, hurricanes, volcanoes, earthquakes and so on.  Our mother has to release old stored energy in order to accommodate the new higher light energy.  She does this in any of the above-mentioned ways.  So we truly are getting hit coming and going.  Ever feel like you are on a wild emotional roller coaster ride?  You are!  Don’t expect to get off anytime soon.

If you want to know how your day may feel, see what the sun is doing.  You can either strap in, or breath easy, at least for a day or two.

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Our DNA is Light Encoded

We have 12 strands of the most amazing material encoded in every single, solitary cell within our body.  Our science so far has access to one single strand; the double helix, which gives us our genetic code of life.  Many say this cannot be altered, I beg to differ.  I know it can.

Oh, the wonder and magic of the unseen parts of our physical makeup!  Today’s science will lead you to believe that 97% of our DNA is “junk.” This is because scientists cannot “see” what it does under a microscope yet. One day, they will—just as they grew to accept microbes and galaxies. Science understands one strand, but not fully. The part of layer one that is inter-dimensional, science does not look at, at all.

Creation does not create “waste” or “junk”.  These beautiful, amazing strands are not part of the left over evolution of the human species—quite the opposite really.  They lie within a semi-dormant state until activated, balanced, and utilized by the consciousness of their host body—YOU!

Your DNA is constantly shifting and changing; at least the 11 strands science does not see, which equally affect the one strand it can see.

I am not going to go into the complexity of the metaphysical attributes of your DNA. It is not needed for this book. I just want you to have a clear picture of how you work and how the world works around you.  Your DNA is vital part of your story’s whole.

You see, even your DNA has magnetic codes with it.  Magnets pull things to them, so does your DNA pull everything you have ever experienced in life, to you.

Now imagine this; you have a new filament of light hit your body, penetrate your DNA magnetic field of energy and you start to send out signals to attract what you need for your life’s experience. Let’s start with a worse-case scenario.

Perhaps you are a deeply mental thinker and analyze everything. You never stop at your heart for the real details. This magnetic field may just allow a brain tumor to grow, or you may attract to you a head on collision to help alter your constant mental activities. What and how we attract things to us are so amazingly vast that I cannot lay them out onto one place. I can simply offer you a wide scope to look at.

Perhaps you are someone who is very cold in the heart, judging and condemning everything. Your DNA sends out signals attracting the very same kind of person to you. This is so that you will look at yourself in the mirror of another.  Usually though, we reject those mirrors that make us feel uncomfortable and blame them for the way we feel.  We do the same thing with illnesses and diseases. We justify them as hereditary problems, mask them with drugs, or surgically remove the effected parts.  No matter how we are (not) dealing with them, they have to continue and expand.  They expand until you alter you’re DNA, which eradicates that magnetic field.  You alter it by changing your approach to anything that does not serve the higher good.

Let’s say you start to change or at least get an inkling that you need to change. Your magnetic field within your DNA changes rapidly and starts attracting that which you need to facilitate and accommodate whatever changes you are focused on.

For me, the massive change came the day I begged God to get me out of the hell that was my life.  I knew I needed a new direction and had no clue what that even meant.  I was 38 years old and my life had fallen apart… again.  I couldn’t bear it any longer and begged for direction.

My DNA did its job by inserting an insistent urge into my brain that I needed a Ouija Board. A book I had just read that had miraculously appeared on my desk instigated this urge. Even though I didn’t understand or believe in Ouija Boards, I had to surrender to this strong magnetic pull to find one and have a session. On 11/11/00, the evening of a full moon, I had a Ouija Board session and my life has never been the same since—thank goodness!

My Ouija Board worked that evening, never to work again. For eight hours, a spirit communicated through the Ouija Board then left me hanging on a cliff. I had to find some way to reconnect with that spirit! My DNA, that magnetic master of creation that it is, pulled up a website for me on the computer that not only led me to understand meditation, but also was host to many other humans looking for the same sort of change that I was.

New friends appeared on that site to help me understand this new world I was now attracting at a furious pace.  My prior life seemed to have exited and shut the door.

The whole story of your life’s potential is written within the strands of your DNA.  Every pain you needed to experience, every friend you needed to meet, every nemesis you had to encounter, were pushing you further into the Glory of your life’s story.  Sometimes, we don’t listen at all, so our story with this set of DNA comes to an end and we incarnate again with a whole new field of potential.

Allow me to confound you just for a moment: Every lifetime after this one is also encoded in your DNA.  We simply have been lead to believe we had to physically die in order to bring in a whole new set of codes in our DNA.  We do not.

Ascension is programmed into our DNA. 

Let me take a moment and thoroughly explain what ascension is in our lifetime. It is crucial for the story, “your story,” to be understood.

When we have a physical death, the soul consciousness disembarks from the physical body, returning to that place I call spirit and many call heaven.  Any other location, like purgatory or hell, is a fear-mongering myth created by religions to maintain power over people. Fear creates power and that has worked well over the centuries. Now, it’s time to follow YOU.

When you have disconnected from the earth energy and are back in that wonderful space of spirit or heaven, you take a look at the life you have just lived, along with all the other lives you lived. You are building an epic story. Don’t think for a moment that you live only once. That would be a tragic, lose-lose game.

You look at all the lessons you mastered, all the wisdom and knowledge you applied, all the human traits you accomplished, and embed that into your soul energy.

For example, let’s say that you were a master violinist during your most previous prior lifetime. Your DNA is encoded with that mastery when you next incarnate. And let’s say, at three-years-old, you find a violin lying around. You pick it up and play it as if you were part of a magnificent orchestra.  Your parents beam with pride and say you are a prodigy. Well, in human terms, you are! In spiritual terms, you have mastered that aspect and it is now a permanent part of your Being.

The same is true for everyone, including those of us who have chosen to live within the field of light.   I have incarnated many thousands of times in many different aspects of metaphysics.  Because of this life-focus, I have mastered many things in this spiritual world within which I live; including how to read the codes of DNA.  This took work and shedding the DNA codes from my life up to that Ouija Board experience.  I chose not to physically die to reincarnate. I choose to change my internal settings, completely clear my energy body of fear and bring in a whole new set of DNA codes.  This takes absolute work and dedication to yourself.

There were aspects that were already part of the first phase of this life package.  I already mastered compassion because it was simply part of my being/personality construct.  As an eight year old, I had shut down the knowledge I had been taught through the catholic church. I had discovered that what Jesus taught and what my church taught were not even in the same ball fields.  The church asked me not to return. I was soon given up for the foster system.

This brings me to the next encoding of our DNA strands.  Not only are the things we mastered in a life encoded in our soul energy, which of course imprints on every strand of DNA, but also everything we didn’t accomplish as well.  For me, it was being put to death for being spiritually connected (among other things).  Now granted, I wasn’t really killed in this lifetime, but I might as well have been the day they took me away from my family.  I lost my church, my parents, my brother and sister all because I could see and talk to Jesus, his mom Mary and a being from the Pleiades named Franklyn.

I learned as a small child in this lifetime that one should not dare to be different, but at age 38 and to the present day, I dared! I have faced and overcome every conceivable fear embedded in my head.  Every time I overcame a fear, a new code was embedded within my DNA.  Then, I had to realize it was there, take it out and use it.

Talk about ascension makes it sound romantic and lighthearted. On the contrary, to die without dying, or ascend, takes work and 150% diligence on your life’s consciousness.  You cannot have a sleeping part of you exist and still ascend.

Fortunately, again, that wonderful and pesky DNA of ours knows what you need and how you need it.  It will call forth from the heavens all you require that will push you forward and keep you diligent on your mission.  We do have the free will to ignore all that and keep on doing it the same old way.  No worries, one way or another, you will keep playing this game until you find the mastery you have sought.

(To be continued…)

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The Lost Codes of Shambhala – Part 1

This section is a book I started writing Oct 2010.  I am keeping it in book format, but putting the information here on the Shambhala blog.  The way I feel about this, nothing is more wasted than information sitting in a computer waiting… this is me done waiting!! (smile)

I will update this every day or so with ongoing sections and chapters of the (unfinished) book until all the information is here.  I welcome discussion and participation here as well!

Shambhala

The Lost Codes of Shambhala. By Lisa Gawlas
Shambhala is not a place on earth, but an energy You bring to earth using the activation’s within your 12 Strand DNA.

Preface

It almost seems unfair that we arrive in a world where we occupy one of the greatest inventions of all time, but are never told how to use its genius and power.  That invention is the human body.

 
Granted, science does marvel about the super computer we call the brain, the awe striking precision of neurons and motor skills.  And we do marvel at the physical body we understand.  We even marvel at the fact that we have a consciousness with which to marvel.

 
But what about the bits and pieces we don’t fully understand?  We know that the body itself is made up of energy.  Thanks to science, we know that all of that energy is a vibration and in constant motion.  But what does that really mean to us?  This very question has been my quest for the past ten years: Understanding the energy that is us; that is the human experience.

 
I want to be perfectly clear about how I came to understand what I am about to share with you.  I didn’t read about it in any book or view an informational video about it. That is not to say that I didn’t expand on my personal discoveries through others’ books and videos. However, the fullness of what I am about to share with you came from deep within my own cellular memories; my own DNA.

 
We each have access to this information.  We each have the ability to go deep within ourselves and access the truth about who we are and how we really work.  Going deep within means turning down the mind chatter and being fully present within yourself.  In this place within, the mind is no longer telling you what it thinks it knows. Instead, your heart and the vastness of the universe is revealing to you what you seek.

 
I compare what I have done in the past ten years to what a specially trained doctor does before he or she practices what they have learned.  I went into deep inner study.  I learned every aspect I could comprehend about how we, as spiritual humans, work within the world of energy and matter.  I have logged literally tens of thousands of hours in what I call meditation: The type of meditation where my spiritual team (spirit guides and teachers, ascended masters and even God) not only exist, but communicate and share their wisdom and understandings.   These are the Beings that taught me what I am about to share with you.

 
I am going to share through my own experiences and what I have come to understand within the experiences.  For some, this might be a little embarrassing to read.  But embarrassment is an energy that does not serve your higher good.  I am not embarrassed about a thing, so please, don’t you be either.  I truly feel that sharing my personal experiences will help you understand and deepen your own.

 
I am going to share the understandings I have come to know one little mouthful at a time, using as simple a language as I can find.  Not because I want to dumb anything down, but because so many things were over my head at the time, that I felt more boggled than enlightened.  I don’t want you to have to search through a metaphysical dictionary for understanding. My only desire is that you “get” this information and the complete understanding of how to utilize it in your own life; in your own body.

 

The dynamic of the physical body

Our physical bodies, when viewed under a high-powered microscope, are not solid at all.  The body is a series of vibrations.  Molecules, atoms, protons and other minuscule parts are vibrating at certain rates of speed.  It is our physical mind that gives us the picture and the feeling of it all being a solid mass of something. The rate of speed or intensity of this vibration varies. It is not the same all the way thru the body.

 
The closer your physical body is to the earth (feet, legs, groin), the slower and heavier is the vibration rate.  As you start to move up the body, the rate of vibration picks up speed.  The faster the vibration is of any part of your physical body, the closer the connection is to your soul energy.

 
The soul energy has an intensely high vibration rate.  It moves so quickly that we have yet to invent the microscope that can see it clearly (but this microscope will soon be invented).  However, you have known and felt this “soul energy” every time you become sexually aroused.  I will explain this in greater detail later in this book.  This is one of the major reasons why many people have a hard time meditating.  We are trying to enter the highest vibration (rate of speed) within ourselves. Many people get frustrated and quit before they ever realize the wonder of meditation.  We need to be starting from the other end with the slower, more familiar energy within ourselves!

 
When we are in perfect health, a harmony is taking place from head to tippy toe.  Our energy fields are vibrating perfectly and in co-operation with each level within us.  When we fall out of harmony within ourselves, that energy becomes disrupted.  The rate of speed slows down even more.  When we ignore this falling-out of harmony, this vibration change, illness and disease sets in.

 
In the midst of the blood, bones, muscles and physical make-up that we can see in the body are what I will refer to as energy streams.  These energy streams are in addition to that vibration I just talked about.  I refer to these energy streams as the ‘inner ocean’, which has ebbs and flows of its own.

 

This information might conflict with what you may have learned or studied, but please be open to it.  It makes the body simple and easy to understand.

 

The lowest chakra or energy center (the root or base chakra) starts at the coccyx (tail bone).  There are three channels in which it flows up through us to intersect at the tailbone—sort of like gas lines—that are in the center of your body.  I see the base chakra as a three-prong stream. Two of the prongs run through each of your legs and one runs right out the center from the groin.  This center channel is larger in diameter than the ones in the legs, but each has its own purpose.

 

 
What I see outside of the body at the root chakra is very much like the old time hoop skirts women used to wear.  There is a hoop of energy flowing from the waist to the ground outside of your body.  Within this hoop-like energy, I can see tubules running from the ground and connecting at the hip, where the root chakra meets the sacral chakra.  These tubules are connected to all the lives you have lived that are equally feeding your energy stream within your body.  This feeds your sense of self within the world, which is your sacral chakra energy.  I have observed some people with just a handful of these tubules, while others have hundreds. Not everyone has the same number of earth life incarnations under his or her belt!

 
The energy runs up from the ground through your legs, entering through the soles of your feet and your groin, then meeting the sacral chakra at the tailbone.  Using the chakras is my way of helping you visualize how these channels work together and how important this energy flow is to your well-being: Body, mind and soul.

 
The earth energy merges with your spine at the tailbone.  In the center of your spine runs a stream of energy. This is the flow of your inner ocean, or the current.  The center stream in your spine is where most of your chakras, or energy centers, intersect and share information.  As this stream from the earth flows upward, it gathers all the incoming and outgoing information from your energy centers. It pulls itself up through your neck and eventually crashes over your brain like the ocean crashes over the sand on the beach.
As this upward flow of earth energy crashes over your brain, it nurtures your electrical fields within the brain, and also provides a vision of your Self to the inner eye, or brow chakra. Spiritual energy also comes in through the top of your head, mixing with this crashing wave, and enhancing it.  The spiritual energy mixed with the earth energy runs back down your spine, just as the ocean retreats back from the sand to its source. When the chakras, or energy centers, are open, this ebbing energy takes stress and worries with it, releasing them back into mother earth so she can transmute them into positive energy.
But over time, we have become human pack rats.  We no longer allow our flow to do its job. Instead, we store our stress and worries in the body.  I personally stored mine in my gallbladder.  When I had to have emergency surgery to remove my diseased gallbladder, I shifted my storage house to my stomach, which developed raging ulcers.

 
Our minds are deeply affected by disrupted energy flow. We become depressed, loose vital energy and feel tired and drained.  We no longer sleep as needed and may even become sleep deprived.  When we can no longer feel our vital life force flowing through us, we contemplate suicide or choose actions so reckless that they cause us harm.
When we ignore our bodies’ warning signals, the energy flow starts to feed on itself, looking for the nourishment (love) we are no longer giving it. Cancer can set in where we are in our highest dysfunction within ourselves—within our energy flows.

 
The mysterious illness known as fibromyalgia represents a complete block of the core energy. Energy is no longer nourishing the muscles, tissue or even the mind.  In this case, we can say the body is literally starving for healthy, energetic food.

 
What facilitates death? Maybe better stated, what creates the energy for our bodies to start breaking down and die?  It is our increased level in the energy of fear.  Our bodies were never designed for states of prolonged fear.  Let’s clarify what fear really is. It is every negative state of being and thinking.  Feeling you’re not good enough is a fear. Felling you’re not pretty enough is a fear. Worrying about something bad happening or that you won’t be able to pay a bill is a fear. Suspicion that a spouse is cheating is a fear. Fears are so numerous and so ingrained in our approach to life that it is no wonder our life spans are a mere 70 to 80 years! In reality, our incredible bodies were designed to live for hundreds and hundreds of years!

 
Let’s talk about two very important aspects of our life, of our working physical body that both connect to the aging process.

 
First, let’s go to the medulla oblongata.  This is part of your brain stem that connects directly to the spinal cord and what I call your main core channel.  It is located on the cervical aspect of the spinal cord and attaches to discs C-1, C-2 and C-3.  These are in the throat chakra center that governs self-expression.

 
Scientifically, the medulla oblongata functions primarily as a relay station for the crossing of motor tracts between the spinal cord and the brain. It also contains the respiratory, vasomotor and cardiac centers, as well as many mechanisms for controlling reflex activities such as coughing, gagging, swallowing and vomiting.

 
However, scientists are becoming more aware that the human body can and does absorb energy and that a form of solar energy or electricity operates it. The main input center is located at the medulla oblongata in the brain stem. This area of the body is called ‘the Mouth of God’ by the ancient Masters of Life. The life energy was called ‘The Word’ due to its vibratory rate, which is audible. The medulla oblongata is so sensitive; a pinprick would cause instant death. To tickle it would cause paralysis. Any other organ can be operated upon except the medulla oblongata.

 
Scientists are becoming convinced that this center is the focal point of life directly within our organism that traps light like a plant and converts it into energy through photosynthesis. This is the real ‘Tree of Life in the Garden of Cosmic Consciousness.’
The medulla oblongata also has a direct link to the pineal gland, also known as ‘The Master Gland.’

 
The pineal gland contains a number of peptides that include GnRH, TRH, and vasotocin. Many important neurotransmitters, such as somatostatin, norepinephrine, serotonin, and histamine combine with these. The major pineal hormone, however, is melatonin. A curious scientist discovered melatonin when he wondered why an amphibian’s skin became lighter. Secretion of melatonin increases when an animal is placed in the dark; the opposite effect takes place immediately upon exposure to light. Its major action, well documented in animals, is to block the secretion of GnRH by the hypothalamus and of gonadotropins by the pituitary.

 

 

The importance of all of this is to emphasize that we have two direct links to LIGHT within the body.

Now let me share what I have come to know about these two incredible parts of our body.  This is the most exciting thing I have learned yet, because I now know that, once we lighten everything up in these two centers, we drastically slow the aging process!
Metaphysically speaking, let’s start with the medulla oblongata located in the throat chakra.  So far in my many years of energy work, I have found that the most people have blocked throat chakras.  The denseness of dark, or “not-illuminated,” energy presses upon the medulla oblongata, which, in partnership with the heart chakra, creates heart, lung and many other diseases.

 
Now remember, the slightest vibration effects the medulla oblongata’s working order.  Light energy is a truly light vibration, whereas the lack of light—which is where fear comes in because fear is dense, dark, unknowing, and untrusting—is heavy.  Thus, if you spend your time in fear, and your Self-expression is restricted due to fear, you are sending a signal to the pineal gland, which obliges by reducing the production of melatonin—LIGHT.
Imagine the chaotic inner misinterpretations when we either keep things inside that we need to release, or we spew out mindless, hateful venom. Imagine the harsh vibration that is taking place within our medulla oblongata (and lets not forget that very important hormone releasing gland the thyroid).

 
It is the severe dysfunction of our Self (please, higher self here, not the human minded self), expression that causes us to age and eventually die!!  Imagine that!  Imagine healing it and placing it into a balance of light. We would slow down the aging processes by centuries, yes I said that correctly: CENTURIES!  That means we could put off the act of dying for close to a millennium!!  Difficult to currently imagine I know, but true nonetheless.
Every single illness, disease, or dysfunction can be restored back to absolute health.  I don’t care if cancer ate half of your liver away. It will re-grow itself if you change what is needed in you.   If you lost bone mass, it will regenerate itself if you take charge of your life, spiritually, physically, and mentally!

 

 
However, if you believe what I say is impossible, then for you, it will be.  Your beliefs create the reality within which you now exist.  You do not have to believe me. You can maintain what you’ve created by expecting more of the same. All religions touch on this. “As ye believe so shall it be done unto you,” “thoughts are things,” “all that we are is a result of what we have thought;” God’s law, universal law, is steadfast!

 
I also want to touch on something important as we are talking about the physical body.  I, and others like me, can re-set your entire flow of energy; make it whole again. But, if you do nothing to change what caused the flow to change, then it will revert back to disruption.  You must be a willing partner in your well-being.  If you are not willing to work on yourself, to understand yourself and make changes, then your physical body can only reflect your true state of being and that would be dysfunction.

 

 
It is crucial to understand that no aspect of your life—NONE—is someone else’s fault.  A person or people or situations can be catalysts bringing us to awareness, but frequently, we simply become angry. Anger, which is a symptom of fear, will eat you up quicker than any other emotion thereby blocking the energy flow.

 

 
As we accept responsibility for ourselves, change ourselves, grow our own lives, we change for the better and life around us follows the same direction.  This too is God’s law.

(To be continued…)

DNA, Shambhala Chakras and the Flower of Life!

(Note: My system crashed as I was getting ready to insert the image, when wordpress crashes it saves the words, just not the paragraph layout.  Forgive me if my structure does not seem coherent.  I may miss intended paragraph breaks or put breaks where none were intended.  Gotta love high energy crashes!!)

I feel like I have been given something beyond special, my greatest prayer in all this world is that everyone will one day be able to “see” like I do, and beyond that even.  This inner vision, that I did not have at all prior to starting meditation in 2000, has given us all a front seat to life’s evolution of change from the inside out.

I started to document out loud the evolution of the physical body as it houses the Light body several years ago thru my “Insights from my Massage Table” and evolved to really seeing and understand the change in our Light field, the soul agenda of life thru phone readings and now… this is the evolution of the physical and the Light changing to bring Heaven fully to the earth plane thru the passion of pro-creation!!

The change in DNA

Our 12 strand DNA are not strands at all.  They are quantum fields of energy in a constant state of motion.  Every thought, every heartbeat opens and closes potentials within our magnetically, energetically encoded connection to life and spirit. Several days ago, after doing the hypnosis The Eye of Horus, I sat in a place of stillness, of wondering what really happened.  My inner sight was first drawn to my left leg, the leg that I had seen thru that hypnosis being energetically combined with the beautiful gentleman sitting next to me, participating.

I knew that my physical life (left leg) was somehow binding to his spiritual life (his right leg) and I was able to see, as I sat their wondering… all the molecules within my body change.  Blurry at first like moving whisps of light.  All I could feel was change was underway.  I glanced around at the air within the room I sat and experienced within and it too… was in a state of change.  The air however, pixelated moving molecules.

None of it in full light, actually quite dimmly lit.  Change is like that tho.  Hard to notice, understand at first.  Each day forward I have seen the depth of that change from the inside out. Granted, it has been 9 years since my last intimate encounter.  Like my DNA itself, I was in a state of purposeful waiting.  But equally, thru the years, fully clearing out all the sexual encounters I had in my lifetime, so when this adventure started there was nothing within me to take our energy stream elsewhere.

Here is a beautiful and added bonus about how incredible our combined journey is when with your divine counterpart.  Your own vibrational clearing, when coupled with your counterpart, automatically clears his or hers. I had learned, thru a reading yesterday, that there must be only one fully conscious counterpart activaly seeking the pathway of opening to the field of Shambhala, their counterpart then only needs to be an active and consciously willing participant… and the fields become clear by virtue of the work of the other half.

The network of activity happening within our activated, changing DNA for the soul purpose of connecting fully the the field I call Shambhala is beyond my current comprehension.  I can see what is happening in the outer streams, but, as always, when the time is right and my consciousness catches up… we will understand more. I want to mention here, it was on the 6th day of our re-union, him showing up on my doorstep, that we purposely consummated our togetherness.

The activation of the chakras of Shambhala

Every time I close my eyes in the coupled experience of Rick, the sights and sounds of intermingled change is always present.  It is taking me several days to understand what I am seeing and experiencing thru our sharing of love and desire… After the very first time of making love, I lay there feeling… expanding and able to “see” everything starting to develop as my eyes remained closed to the external world and our changing structures of the physical body emerged.

I could vividly see his penis with my eyes closed and a chakra now hanging limp from the very tip of his penis about 3-4 inches long in length (I am talking here about the size of the chakra… and NOTHING else…smile) and it was vibrating to the color of soft blue… like baby boy blue. I had also seen a similar chakra at the surface of my own vigina, same limp structure and size, only mine was vibrating to the color pink… baby girl pink.

Somehow I understood that thru this first act of consummation, they emerged.  Not completely online for use, but ready to be energized! I remember seeing this pink and blue energy thru so many readings the end of last year and the beginning of this.  It is only now that I understand in completion (and can I throw in the word, complexity) what has been being shown to us… the emergance of new life, of new portals to create the living baby of humanity I call Shambhala.

We are truly ALL active particants, each in our own way. I lay there contemplating these new chakras, wondering what exactly they are for when I suddenly seen a roll of energy emerge from my own body.  It is only now my memory goes wayyyyy back to the day, one of the most incredible, disorienting days of my entire journey.

In my Holy Bath waters in 2001, the Blessed Mother came to me several times during an intense 1 week span (this was for the first time, it would not be her last time tho.)  When she asked me to “Lay down all my beliefs” and after days of struggle, I could not conceive of how to do that.  I asked for her help.  She literally… energetically gutted me like a fish.  From pelvic bone to neck bone… I was sliced wide open… and black shit just billowed out of my body.

When I was finished billowing she had told me “now you shall be filled with the truth of spirit.” I suppose that “truth” comes in the form of fizzy yellow energy.  My body that first sensual, sexual moment was opened in the same place the Blessed Mother opened it 11 years ago, and now this fizzy like, deeper yellow energy was billowing out of my wholeness.  Six days later (yesterday) thru our coupled passion, I suddenly saw fizzy deeper yellow energy filling the lower cavity of his abdomen.  It is only in this moment do I understand what I had seen, and as usual, that understanding is barely.

The truth of spirit I had carried within me, deepened, expanded, held close to my soul has now spilled out and merged with his… well, only half way for now.  It stopped, or maybe it is because I exploded just under his solar plexus. This happened during active sex and once I started seeing it stream in, I couldn’t take my eyes off of it.  It went in via his root chakra and as it went higher thru his whole abdomen I felt it thru me.  The intensity in my own virbational field could not hang on any longer, I am sure purposely so.  When I released my own… vibration, the filling of his abdomen ceased.

I find it interesting that for the second night in a row, he was not allowed to orgasm.  Instead, he was given the task of holding this energy within for full integration.  Bless his heart!!! But with that, I have gotten ahead of the unfolding.  So let me back up to the days and experiences leading up to this soul infusion.

After I took my surprised eyes off of the billowing yellow energy now oozing out of my entire core, I watched as a whole new network of energy was emerging between us.  From his body to mine, to portals yet understood above us.

The next time we were once again in a divine union, I was able to see his body, his back and suddenly a stream of golden energy started to pour into him from somewhere on the ceiling, creating a liquid flow of energy thru his core. As he laid in bed afterwards, sleeping, I was awakened by intense energy pinging my side.  As I moved from sleep conscious to awake conscious, without opening my eyes… I seen a whole grid of silver-white energy housed over his entire body beyond head to toe.  There was a full network of silver-white energy strands everywhere within this energy grid and I could feel its intensity.  I could feel the work being done… I went and slept on the couch!

I do feel it is important to mention that he has arrived in my life having only been on his spiritual path, consciously and with dedication for only nine months.  The relationship he has with his soul, unbelievable.  His desire, among other things, was to fire up his spiritual attributes of sight, sound and whatever else he has packed within him field of energy.

Over the last 6 days, his vision clears daily and can “see” even if for only a moment.  He is hearing direction and has even channeled the Guardians as well as Archangel Michael thru his voice.  I have the privileged of watching ALL of him get stronger and clearer with each passing day.  This is truly my joy!  With his strength, my own abilities are equally strengthening and expanding as well.

I also must mention that the day he arrived I did a Hands of Light and Sound massage on him.  Three days later, I did another one.  I know the first opened to the expansion of the 2nd.  The only reason I decided to do either massage was because I was scoping out the fuller details of and if this was Jorge.  The first one because I heard my team remind me that Jorge was going to just show up in the early part of June and wearing a blue shirt (two of the details I never wrote about.)  It happened exactly that way.  The massage produced to further clarity for me at all.

The 2nd one was prompted when he asked the question the evening before “do you think I could be Jorge.”  In the safety of my own experience, replying I don’t know” was easy.  But I knew.  I figured the massage would help us both know for sure. The first thing I had seen during his second massage was an intense expansion of gold and silver energy thru his entire core.  His whole body was wrapped in a baby girl pink fizzy energy.  I could not see and snoop out any other details (dammit) but then Archangel Michael arrived so we could give him (as well as me) the energy infusion of our lives!!  I was not fully sure I was going to be able to finish that massage… my own body was alive in the sensory department I had never ever experienced before, especially via a massage.

I mention all of that to get to this point.  During one of our loving reunions I was watching, from the inside out, as my cervix was billowing out soft pink energy thru his eye of horus (heard that very phrase when I was watching and trying to figure out what was happening.) Even now, I get this even more.  The masculine within the relationship (and this is true for all same sex couples as well) is the Eye of Horus portal.  The feminine is the energy that brings it all to life!

The Flower of Life Expanding

Somewhere a time or two after the release of the baby girl pink energy into his eye of horus, I felt something within me that really jolted me.  There was an activated portal of energy now gently spinning thru my birth canal and up into my own uterus.  It was different than any other feeling I have ever experienced…. subtle, very subtle, but I know a spinning vortex when I feel it and it was happening within me.

I could have never understood the profound moment in time that was happening.  But the next time we made love, the rest of the story created this understanding. My inner vision was drawn to our active love making area.  I could see his penis as if my eye balls were inside my vagina having an up close and personal look at the motion and movement of it all.  As I watched, and felt… suddenly his penis seemed to open at the time, as if splitting into two and opening wider and wider with each movement. Within me, it was as if it was really happening.  I could feel the width of expansion on the walls of my vagina, my own vibration picked up with each widening… and then I had seen a release of energy from my uterus, a soft ball of multi colored energy housed in a field of pink move down thru me and into his now almost split in half penis and moved thru him and out of my field of vision.

It was only yesterday, in one of the most profound meditations I have had in a long time, was it reveled, in surprising detail, what had really happened. I have heard the term “the flower of life” so many times in the last decade plus, but all information about it was so geez, cryptic and filled with geometry that makes my own mental matter melt down.  This visual, this understanding…. I get.

If we can just change the penis into a flower stem.  The womb itself, the flower head.  The energy of love releases the pollen for binding.  In this loving moment, the key activated the opening of the womb of creation in its consumption of the energy created a circle of light now available to all of Creation. The energy of Shambhala is open, at least as a wide circle of Light in created reality.

I find it interesting that in this stem, flower, consumption moment, my partner was asked to hold his sexual release… bless his heart, he did and with joy.  (He is a much better sport than I would be…smile.  But the beauty of Him is there is a sacred trust in what he is doing that he does not question, he just follows his heart guidance, for which, I am utterly grateful.) As I was watching and understanding what really took place the evening before… thru my bathwaters of meditation, I suddenly remembered the blog I had written (and thank you Cheryl for bringing it back up for my much needed review) On Feb. 17th called As Above ~ So Below.

I remembered the picture of the puckered land that seemed so ready to have seeds placed within it.  Indeed, the seeds have been planted thru this loving moment in our experience…. and outside of time.

I must add this here (as I am hearing this quite intently) without the work of our beautiful angel in Switzerland and her effort of creating the space between time and reality… the seeds could not have been planted.  But, they have already taken root!

I am hearing, the wonderful childish laughter from the Guardians for everyone to “play out loud, in joy and curiosity” it is doing so much more than you realize.

There is so much more to share, but for right now, this is enough.  I do want to share something that was shared with me last night.  With my own personal querry several days ago… is spirit watching us have sex.

It is so easy for us humans to forget we are not physical bodies at all, we Are Light Bodies.  They do not see us as humans as we see each other.  They see us in our full spiritual Light energy, and they gave me the breathtaking moment of what that fully looks like.  The greatest decorated christmas tree would feel envious to our radiance.  As we move closer together within our loving enhance, our Light bodies change, enhance, expand… and that is what they see…. with joy in all of creation.

In absolute honor and deep humbleness.

Lisa Gawlas (with the shared loving energy of Rick)

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