The Fire

Before I talk about the adventures beyond the massage table with Frank, I want to back up just a moment and share something very important.

The Arousal Zone

Frank had allowed me to realize a major and very strange shift happened in my body.  Whenever he and I were kissing or cuddling or take a stroll in the Holy Gutter together, my horny spot, moved!

Holy cow did it move!

Every time I got aroused it was never in my groin, it was always in my heart center.  Now, that is not to say the rest of me wasn’t joining the party in my heart, but that familiar intensity that happens when we become sexually aroused would dance and throb at my heart center, right smack dab between my breasts.

At first, I thought it was a fluke.  But it became very very apparent  this is not a fluke but the new way of feeling!

I had to take a bath to understand what happened.  Frank wasn’t my first adventure of love and sex since my bathtub odyssey with Marc’s soul, but I don’t recall ever feeling in my body, like I did with Frank.

My spiritual team told me that my relationship at the end of 2002-03 served to clear the last of the emotional (relationship focused) debris that was left in me.  And my god, he did a great job, to the point he kicked up my core issue to the surface like no one else ever could have… abandonment!

It became clear within me, that while we have any lingering, unresolved issues within us, the energy we were born with will remain to do what it was always meant to do, clear our core in the ways it was designed to clear it.

Once cleared (a few dust particles, obviously is ok) the energy system within, shifts.


The only thing I understood about Kundalini going into 2006 was it was an alive energy within the body that I had control of, when I so desired to control it. I knew it was a massive ball of energy, my (our) pure soul energy that was housed at the base of our energy system/root chakra/groin area.  When it vibrated, there was nothing in this world that could compare to its energy.

I also realized, the more you use it, run it thru your body, the more adjusted the body became to its frequency.

In my bathtub journeys, I don’t think I realized how often, my kundalini energy started vibrating only at the heart area as opposed to the groin.  By this time, nothing was strange in my bathtub, it was just the way of it now.

Having a real, intimate adventure with Frank made me realize there is a lot more going on in my heart area than I ever gave notice to before.

Thru bathtub sessions with my spiritual team and their helping me to understand why my heart is so horny all the time with Frank, they helped me realize something amazing.

My kundalini moved into a permanent place of expression, my heart.  This has always been the goal, for all of us. (Still is.)

The Body and the Energy System

Having Frank on my massage table, I realized, it is hard for me to separate the energy of intimate love that was naturally flowing thru me to him, from the “usual” stream of energy work I was doing with clients.  My whole body was in the experience of energy that was flowing into Frank, boy was it ever.  It was as if we created an amazing bubble of energy that was highly charged with, well, kundalini vibrating at the speed of light.

At this time in my new massage journey, I was doing massages in my living room, so to stop the massage and move to the bedroom with him, easy, at least in movement.

We lay on the bed, for the first time ever, naked, together.  By this time, we were still working out the “do no harm” marriage thing, but this energy field we created together, could care less about all that.  My brain teetered back and forth, should I, or shouldn’t I?

Who the hell cares, when you are vibrating at the speed of light and just a single touch is open the heart frequency in ways I never thought possible… I shut the brain off and just gave into the experience in progress.

The very moment his hand touched my vagina  something really really new happened.  This really hot stream of energy encompassed my entire core energy and the next thing I knew, my entire consciousness was outside of my body.

This is AMAZING!!

We do not realize how incredibly limiting being housed up inside a body really is, until you take the intensity of a highly aroused energy field and move on out.  Phew!

My consciousness was up at the ceiling, just to the left of my body.  The more his hand maneuvered my vagina, the larger my consciousness expanded and exploded with feeling.   I had no earthly idea we are capable of feeling like I was feeling up on my ceiling.  The light that was sparking everywhere.  Yes, the only time I looked, I could see our bodies on the bed, but who cares about that.

Well, I must have forgotten this was a party for two, I was engrossed in my own field of experience. fully!!!

And then Frank spoke.  It was like glass shattering everywhere.

My whole field collapsed and wham I was right back into my body and I was so pissed!

In my expanded, Self consumed place of expanding bliss, I forgot about Frank really.  Frank was having a really hard time rising to the occasion.  We never went any further than that, ever.

Afterwards we talked about what happened with me and with him.  Suddenly, the words of my mentor were echoing in my head.  “Do not put anyone on a pedestal ”  I did that with Marc, Frank did it with me.

He would always refer to me as “A Holy Woman.”  I was always quick to remind him “no holier than you.”  I never realized how much he felt that.  His whole body shut down from the unworthiness he felt deep inside making love to what he felt was someone Holier than he.  We had tried to be intimate several times after that time, it was never the same and he could not bring his body to breach what he felt was holy.

We ended our relationship not long after that experience.

The Inner Gateway to Shambhala

When I started to download the understandings of Shambhala and sacred sex in 2008, I started to see, from my own experiences, what must take place in the human body to facilitate the wholeness of this sacred energy.

Kundalini IS Pure Soul Energy

Until this very sharing, I never thought twice about why our kundalini, our pure soul energy starts out in the root chakra.  It would sure be a whole lot easier for us humans if it just set itself up in the heart energy.  This morning, I clearly see the reason.

Our whole orientation has been to life.  To the created fields of matter we see and experience before us.  For a long time (eons) we have thought the world of matter is real.  The vibration at the root chakra, at the connection of the world of matter, is the slowest vibrational area of our whole body.  How perfect to put the highest voltage of potential in the slowest moving area?  We sure to notice as it awakens.

Sadly, we think it has to do with sex.  The pureness of our soul energy is highly arousing, erotic, adventurous and well, felt intensely.

Going out and having sex, any sort of sex, is like drying off from a shower you have yet to take.

Our kundalini is set up in our most base experience center.  The connection with earth and  the appearance of life outside of us.

The point of this whole awakening experience has always been to connect to our true, pure soul energy and integrate it, bit by bit, into the wholeness of our energy field.  To enliven every strand of energy, of pathways within the body.

To have such an intimate and full relationship with the Self, for ever.  Not just for a fleeting moment of experience.

To take the illusion of this life and find what is real within yourself.  Moving the energy of your soul up and into the sacral chakra expands your sense of Self in a way that can only be done by the Soul, what many would call the Higher aspect of You.

This deeply intimate journey can only be had by you.  There is not another person in this world that could do it for you.  EVER.  I don’t care how many outside sources you go to for this activation or that activation, until you harness your own power within on your own, you are having momentary experiences of what could be an ever lasting experience!

Pulling your soul energy up thru you, over and over again, comes with such amazing benefits   Visions, understandings, experiences that will be ever lasting for as long as you don’t quit, or give your power over to someone else to do it for you.

In the internal journey of moving your own kundalini energy, you are rewiring your entire internal House.  Upping the voltage of your life and setting up a new home for your soul, the home it has always been meant to live within, your Heart!

(To be continued…)

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The Lost Codes of Shambhala – Part 4

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Understanding the Soul Energy

Like DNA, understanding the soul energy can get really complicated, so bear with me as I simplify it for readability.

We want to humanize everything.  It is all we have been able to relate to.  We have humanized God with earthly qualities like singularity and gender, love and jealousy, fairness and condemnation—because we humans are like that. We see God in OUR image instead of seeing us in GOD’S image. God is love.  God is a vibration that exists everywhere.  God is even the opposite of God, which is fear.  Fear is simply the lack of Light, love hiding from itself.  There is nothing in existence that is anything other than God.  When you see someone really angry and bitter, consider compassion, because they are simply forgetting they are God.

Soul energy is an individualization of the whole of God.  Very much like the sun’s rays are individualizations of the sun. They are parts of the sun as we are parts of god.

To keep this simple, we are going to talk right now about earth incarnations.  There are trillions of universes we incarnate within, but for this story, that doesn’t matter.  The more we incarnate, the more expanded our soul energy becomes.  The more expanded our soul energy becomes, the closer to the whole it is.  Example: Instead of one ray you may now be hundreds of rays joined together.  This is also known, by some, as group energy or group soul.  Ascended masters are all part of group energy.

Group energies can become individuated, but never separated.  That means my collective soul energy is always a part of my soul energy.  All that was ever learned and experienced, through my group soul energy, is now imprinted on my DNA to which I have access.  More and more understandings appear in my consciousness with every increase of my own physical vibration.  An example of this is that it has taken me ten full years of expanding to be able to ascertain the codes of Shambhala.

There are three ways our soul energy communicates with us.  First, it is imprinted on our very DNA.  Second, we have a field of energy around us, that tethers into the body via the solar plexus (just below the rib cage) and sends energy and signals through our spinal fluids, cranial fluids and hence the whole body.  Third, there is a ball of energy that sits at the very base of our spine that many refer to as Kundalini Energy.  Kundalini is a Sanskrit word (the same place we get the words chakra and Shambhala) that means “coiled serpent” and always refers to our vital life force energy that is ever present at the base of the spine.  It is interesting that this is the same place at which we become aroused. The majority of people on this earth may never even realize they have a sleeping serpent within.  They are not curious about this potent body urge and simply go about meeting that need in the standard, accepted sexual ways. Once you realize you have a sleeping serpent and you are the snake charmer, that this is your vital life force, life takes on a whole new meaning.  More on this soon, back to DNA.

My soul codes, which are imprinted on every strand of my DNA, send out signals for those who need to cross my path to further my awareness and growth.  This is the case for everyone. Everyone! Those who are attracted to me, in one form or another, are also encoded with the same sort of magnetic material to ensure that our paths will cross.  We literally call everything out of the realm of energy and bring it toward us magnetically.

There are those who cross our paths, whose magnetic material is only temporary.  We meet for the lesson and exchange, and, when we have completed that exchange, our magnetic DNA starts to deteriorate.  Ever wonder how you can be madly in love with someone for years and then seemingly wake up to a stranger?  Well, this is how.  Where we get really off track is by staying in a place that no longer energetically serves us whether it is a relationship, house, city or country.  We start to magnetically break down (get sick) when we are no longer in a vibration that serves our soul agenda.  Life is, after all, only about our soul agenda.  We get lost thinking that it is about life.

There are people, farther and fewer between, who are an individuation of your soul energy.  The pull toward each other is so strong that there is little you can do to stop the connection.  Your magnetic field of energy is so invariably intertwined there is nothing you can do to stop the progression of what is to come.  You are so imprinted on each other’s strands of DNA that no ego in the world can come between you and whatever your agenda together is, even if your counterpart is as stubborn as mine.

You can feel each other’s breath even if on the other side of the world from each other and separated by years of silence.  For me, this counterpart is named Marc.

I was barely three months on this path, sitting with my two new friends I hadn’t met in an online chat room.  Two women were helping me understand what was happening to me in my meditations.  I was experiencing everything conceivable from love to joy to bliss; to sounds I’d never before heard. An energy came into the chat room with which none of us were familiar, but each of us could feel to the core of our Being.  His soul energy was so strong that I couldn’t breathe any longer. All I could do was feel, and what a massive feeling that was!

He joined the forum I belonged to and we started talking.  He had told me he stopped his spiritual path four years prior and that he found the chat room by accident.  I no longer believe that. I now believe that our DNA made sure we found each other and felt each other.  His magnetic field irrevocably changed my life that evening and continues its pull to this very day. It doesn’t matter that we have not communicated with each other in many years. As my story unfolds, you will understand why.

What took place back in 2001 was a magnetic interlocking of our DNA strands.  Irrevocable.

Chapter 3

Kundalini and our sexual energy

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Kundalini; Man what a trip!  It is difficult for us humans to fathom the powerful, life enhancing, yet mistaken force within us that is our sexual energy: Our soul embedded within each and every one of us—a reminder of who we are.  It is a reminder of how powerfully and joyfully created we have been.

We know this energy as arousal: That stimulating, tantalizing, and often times mind blowing feeling that echo’s Home to us from our thighs to the hips. Over the eons, man has interpreted sex in many ways, usually missing its inherent purpose. Because it is so powerful and unrelenting, we’ve grown to think of our sexual energy as something bad; something unclean that should only be used to make babies.  But this energy is so powerful that you can create life with it. What does that say about who you are?  It says you are a part of God, that which has created all life and has given YOU the ability to create life. We experience the ecstasy of that power in orgasms. Orgasm has been misinterpreted, too.

Have you ever asked yourself why newborn babies get aroused?  It is because a newborn is more consciously connected to his or her soul energy than are most adults. The soul energy is playing its familiar tune within the little baby body to which the baby naturally responds. Haven’t you ever wondered why arms were created just long enough to reach our upper thigh? We humans easily can stimulate ourselves, which, of course, has been misinterpreted as lewd, somehow; an urge that should be conquered.  Do you think that is a cruel cosmic joke from a God who wants you to look but not feel?  It definitely is not.

This has been the greatest way that the people of earth have lost their internal power and sense of who they are and where they came from.  Our religious leaders of so long ago knew mastery of life was in our sexual energy, so they changed the story about what it really is in order to control the masses.  They hid the truth of who we are with false stories masked as words of God and we continue to believe them.

Our sexual energy is the smallest part of our Kundalini Energy, our vital life force within and many people are even loosing that.  Pharmaceutics now offer pills that force this feeling and experience in our body.  In order to truly access Kundalini energy, you must start getting out of your own darkness.  You must clear your energy body from the fears you have dwelling inside that hane lowered your vibration so much that the song of your soul has become numb.

But even if you have a healthy sexual desire within, awakening the vital life force energy takes some inner house cleaning.  You have got to remove the fears that are blocking out the light of your life.  Once your are in a vibratory space within to allow your Kundalini to awaken, your DNA will send a signal to all of your body to say ready, set, vibrate!

You know it is Kundalini energy because it seems to stop and start on its own and vibrates at the speed of light, which means your whole body is alive with extra intense sensations of arousal.

There are people who have had what is known as a “spontaneous Kundalini Rising” event.  This means that sacred energy that was at the base of your spine, woke up and traveled up your spine to your head and out the crown chakra.  For some, this creates intense bliss and wonderment. For others, it creates confusion, emotional meltdowns and, at times, physical pain.  No matter how this event unfolded, one journey up the spine does not mean that you integrated your vital life force energy into your cellular being and are in the throes of self-enlightenment. It simply means that your body sent you a wakeup call.

When your start to integrate your Kundalini energy into the very core of your body, this creates a pure and utter healing of the physical body.  Because Kundalini energy is your sexual energy, it is also known as sexual healing.  Be perfectly clear that this integration is done alone, without a partner except your higher self. This has nothing to do with the act of intercourse, but a full alignment and integration of your sacred energy within.

I would like to share my story of Kundalini awakening with you.  This part is one of the most important aspects in the journey of Spiritual Empowerment.  What I do want to make perfectly clear is that Kundalini energy MUST be integrated into your cellular structure.  The integration takes absolute focus and control of your full energy system and is a very powerful journey within.

Everything I have learned and understood about the integration process came only from my spiritual guides and teachers within myself.  My Kundalini awakening happened about six months into my path.

(To be continued…  )

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